Everyone has a certain flaw about themselves they wish they could make go disappear. It's one thing they hate to admit is one of the characteristics that make them the person they are, whether it be a physical or mental trait. Out of all the things that make me who I am, I have one flaw about me I wish I could hide away forever. What I could change about me is over thinking everything that happens in my life.
I start over thinking things when stories don't make sense to me, especially with my boyfriend. I trust my boyfriend with all my heart, but sometimes I feel like he just says something to not hurt my feelings instead of telling me the truth. I feel like he does this to me, because he hates seeing me sad. I just always want to know the truth whatever the case may be.
I know it really bothers my boyfriend when I start over thinking things, but I can't help it. He always tells me," Babe your having two conversations with me right now. The one were having, and the one you think were having." I know it's annoying, but I just always want to know the truth no matter how much it'll hurt me. I never want to become gullible and believe everything my boyfriend or anyone else tells me, especially when there just lying to my face.
In the long run, over thinking has its ups, but mostly its downs. It makes me not fall for anything my boyfriend or anyone else tries telling me so quickly. I need to relax and not stress out about every little thing that happens for a reason whether I over think it, or not.
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